Saturday, July 29, 2006 •
4 hours helping out at Mercy's Fragrance Party
2 hours at my CP project meeting
1 hour for dinner and a little window shopping
1/2 hour for the train ride home
1/2 hour for a little more window shopping
1/2 hour for a slow stroll home with my strawberry yoghurt pearl ice blended, Zen Neeon, and some ponderings and thoughts of the day.
It was a pretty good day and I enjoyed the last 1/2 hour the most. Sometimes, time alone is necessary :)
Friday, July 14, 2006 •
don't you just love youtube. i'm in the middle of a video but i can't contain my excitement of how the plot and love story develops that i'm here blogging! i stopped watching youtube for a while because working and watching was just too tiring. but now i'm back and continuing the series i started. fashion 70s. sigh.. i just love stories. then what's a love story without the bitterness and sadness before perhaps finding true love. such korean shows and dramas always make my heart melt. it's funny how emotional i always get just watching these shows. i wished a love story with finally a happy ending will happen to me too. better if the male lead's one that's charismatic and one that's awfully charming. see how these shows mislead people like me who's stuck in reality. boooo. hahaha.
Monday, July 10, 2006 •
i've said this a thousand times but i'll say it again: 'i better blog before i lose my train of thoughts..' and so i'm here once again.
over the weekend, i helped two of my colleagues set up their blogs. it's their first ever and i hope they keep writing and keep it going so that even after we leave the company, there will still be a form of communication and i would know how they are doing. :) it's been a blessing getting to know them at work especially my dearest sam. she's such a darling despite her young age (erm, 3 years younger than me! haha) and matured too. it's amazing how we can relate and how i feel so comfortable with her. one bad thing though, when together, we shop too much! i'm quite a self-confessed shopaholic when i've a bit of spare cash and having her ard doesnt help because she helps me find good looking stuff which i end up buying!! haha of course i enjoy shopping with her and enjoy her company but too much shopping is no good! more recently, we try to be disciplined but i need so much more discipline. and so nowadays, we try not to comment on pieces we try on, just in case we end up buying more stuff. either that, or we give really rational comments!
on seeing my colleagues creating new blogs, i have this urge to change my blogskin too. that's if i find a nice one on blogskins okay! and me being the teacher to the two of them, i'm glad they are learning fast at changing the look of their blog and asking questions to find out more! although i do not have the answers all the time, i said i'll find out.. that's what teachers do don't they.. haha
btw, if it wasn't realised, the previous post but not by me but by a guest writer. she writes well and with her thoughts organized.. it's difficult to imagine she's younger than me! haha i write like a kid but that's me i guess. sigh.. good and bad.. cos we're all different and unique huh... heh
dinner today was good. because i was a little later, i had dinner with only my sis and marcus. now i'm bloggin with marcus playing the piano, and my sis watching tv. (doesn't she feel that the piano doesn't go with the sounds from the tv? hahaha) mum and dad are upstairs and bro is out. i like it when my sis is back. the family is complete :) i can't express my love explicitly for her and them but trust me, i do! i'm sorry when i'm moody and difficult but it's only because u're family that i let you in and let my perhaps manners down. sad but true. i know it's not right but i will try my best to be my bestest at all times!
okay. once again, quite a jumbled post. i'll end off with some photos from my last Thailand trip at Multiply.com. Please view them
HERE !
Sunday, July 09, 2006 •
And so she's busy for the weekend, as usual. But what an interesting weekend it has been! Time after time, an 'ardent fan' of hers pops by, each time a different one, making her feel all shy and embarassed yet excited inside. She confides in me. Oh no, what should i do? Do i avoid him? Do i keep my distance? What do you think huh? Oh man!
I pause.
To think.
To laugh and giggle to myself.
What a coincidence - the words on her t-shirt compared to the happenings of the day.
Hmmm. She's blessed. I hope she knows that. =)
My dear girl, you should follow your heart.
What is it telling you?
To go for the experience?
Or to take things as they come and see what is 'installed' for you?
But whatever that happens, be yourself, and be happy!
Cause that's the least you deserve!
So here's wishing that you'll be able to discern what's suitable for you. =)
*hugs*
Sunday, July 02, 2006 •
i had better blog before i lose my momentum and connection. actually one reason why i haven't been blogging as regularly is because i can't seem to connect to the Internet from home using my laptop lately. wireless is cranky!
this weekend is the first free weekend i have had in ages. previously i was either working or i was on my trip (which may be leisure but not exactly rest even though it was fun!) well because i blog less now, it's difficult to blog i realise. you have so much so share and maybe thoughts and feelings which need days to establish haha. how. anyway i hope i get to log on almost every day if my body permits (in case i am too tired) and blog. cos when i blog bit by bit, if i want to i can share my experiences and thoughts better. at least i think so. it's like to start long stories now would be too tedious.
many things yet again on my mind these days. the process of growing up and growing old once again. the more i think the more confused and grr i get. sometimes, most times, that is why i choose to escape and ignore. but i know that these two methods are the lousiest methods. easy ways out i guess. lorrie is a coward and she knows it.
work is fine. the usual. nothing exceptional. i am trying to go home on time these days since the bulk of my big project is almost completed. 1 more mth of my internship. and then sch begins. i can't wait or can i? once again, time passes so quickly.