Saturday, March 19, 2005 •
yay! dnd was a great success! but havent really tally the accounts... this might be a bit of a prob... but at least that nite was a good one... :) i feel sad that all these have to come to an end.. i really like and appreciate my comm members.. thanks for everything! without ur help... dnd would be nothing!
yeah... these aside.. the busiest period of my life has just begun... i meant studying! ahaha... no more hall stuff for now... at least i hope after i close dnd comm when i have settled accts... i dun wanna bring my grades down...
also.. things are not moving at all in terms of emotions and feelings.. damn.. sigh.. i just wish things werent like that... why why why... okay this sounds really bad here but then again i know i'm strong.. and i'm only typing these to let out my steam... if things were so difficult.. why don't i just run away... am i not normal? this is taking too freaking long.. i need affirmation of what i am thinking i guess.. sumthing which i can never ask... this is bad.. grrr