Thursday, September 23, 2004 •
ATTENTION: BASH TIXS FOR SALE!
2nd OCT 2004 @ NEWSROOM BAR
Pre-sales: $12
Door Sales: $15
Entry by 12midnight incl of 1 drink
20th OCT 2004 @ ZOUK
Pre-sales: $13
Door Sales: $16
Entry by 11pm incl of 2 drinks
Interested parties can leave a note on my taggie with their name and contact numbers OR email me at
juzlorrainee@hotmail.com OR call me if u know my contact number... hehehe Simple ey... So bring all your friends down for sum pre/post exams fun! :)
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 •
no one messes with lorrr.... why should anyone mess my life up! i own it and i dictate it.. no one takes it away from me.. that is sumthing i will have to instill in me... to the extent of being extremely self-centred? nah.. dun think so... but i'm damn tired of letting all other factors control me...
lorr seems to be going mad.. maybe she is.. haha she's just i dunno being herself.. and if being herself renders madness... why not... i'm sure one day i'll find sumone who likes me for what i am.. A bit ego here but i'm sure everyone if not most ppl find their lifelong companion sooner or later aint it.. optimistic view...
maybe i will try even harder to focus on my family and friends emotionally.. sch work doesnt count. hall stuff tooo... thing is my friends are all too busy and my family is too far away.. how abt my new found hamsters.. it bites me!!!!! grrr.. why doesnt it like me too... hehehe it's kinda fat already and i still feed it.. it's fav place is in the toilet... and sumtimes the house... i could stare at it for hours... maybe i'll upload pictures when i'm more free..
till the next time, take care peeps.. guys and girls.. love you all.. and perhaps sadly.. lorraine has not changed... the essence of what makes a lorraine remains...
Wednesday, September 15, 2004 •
sleep woeeeeeeeeesssssss.....
damn....
blk initiation today...
quiz was fine today..
so was presentaton...
how abt tmr.. how will it be...
i think lorr is going a little mad..
and restless.. and jus sianz and bored...
she's just... hmm dunno...
sigh... but gotta be strong..
i know i cant let anything get into my way now..
but i'm a lady
and ladies have brains like spaghetti! damn! and men like waffles... damn damn! hahaha i dislike them... all of them..... okay maybe a few of them.... nonsense... okay byebye!
Saturday, September 11, 2004 •
can't believe what a little bit of alcohol does... silly me.. havent had good sleep for days.. sumhow many many thoughts jus kept racing across my mind even though i'm "sleeping" bad bad.. then yesterday fengyi, siding and i tried to do our sch work in the lounge late into the night.. and we mixed vanilla vodka with sprite ice.. grrrrrrrr..... jus a teeny weeny bit i tot might help getting me to sleep lol but the moral of the story.. NO!!! i couldnt sleep..... sigh... it's been hours.... and i was jus tossing and turning in bed.. once i fell almost asleep cos i was kinda like dreaming already but the dream irked me that i woke up again! haha hence remembering the dream...
unable to handle such situations, lorraine decided that instead of lying in bed.. she should get up, do stuff until she feels sleepy again... but her options were limited... i mean studying is like sumhow out!... then what else is there to do in hall? she decided to go to fling's blog to listen to the very calming song... haha so now she has been refreshing fling's blog...
brought me to think a bit abt religion... faith... hmm.. can't really share my thoughts here cos can't put them into words.. sigh...... holding onto sumthing..
okaaay.... fling's online! i gonna post cos i need her to read this.. haha continue some other time! =)
Saturday, September 04, 2004 •
oooh happy happy friday! went "shopping" with fi, swan, chris, sam and another fren of theirs! oh well spent a few hours in the tannlines sale... in the end i bought a hmm.. simple brown bikini.. it's really simple.. haha not much cloth but i like it so oh well! =) their company was good... it's been a while since i met them too..
have been watching Sex and the City.. a new fren from hall lent the dvd of season 1 and 2 to me.... i guess shows are addictive.. hehe i still do my work though... just the bare minimum sadly.. must pick up the pace...
i've been moody these days... i go from happy to sad quickly.. but i try to keep my spirits high.. thanks to all my loving frens... still as i mention in almost every of my last few posts... so much to do so little time.. or maybe lorraine procrastinates a lot and sleeps quite a lot but she needs her rest! haha... and sumtimes she needs time for herself.. one thing for sure, she likes to make ppl happy.. and it's the little things that count... maybe she hopes it's a little like "paying it forward"... can't please everyone at all times but trying is good enuff...
psss... i received a happy email from someone today.. i know it shouldnt be much of a big deal but it made me happy cos it was well quite a sweet one... mustnt get too excited..
oooh ooh another thingy b4 i go.. hammie count on C3 is 15!!!! hahaha.. should i adopt one of rach's hammies? or two? *ponderz*
Wednesday, September 01, 2004 •
hmm is missing peeps abt how u deal with ur emotions? oh well.. i guess i'm in a state of missing peeps... even though i have friends all ard me... sumthing's missing...
well firstly there's my family who is like a 2 hr ride away.. but still... and my sis's in perth! and not to mention her birthday's this sunday... havent seen her online in a while...
there's also my close bunch of sec sch frens... we're all so busy with our own stuff i can't rem the last time we met up.. miss u guys.. to lychee>> all the best with ur running of jcrc! to ms>> ur smile makes me happier whenever i seeya in sci canteen! to pat>> hope u're doing well.. miss u the most... to yeek>> it's really good to meet u coincidentally in sch now and then... oh and to my dearest fling>> when was the last time i chatted with u online! and to all the other other peeps>> if i wrote down every single person i wanted to keep in touch with, the list would prob be longlong.. so sorry.. but i'm thinking of you guys always... :)
well, yeah and i'm kinda also missing another sumone.. when ever i think of happy sweet moments, it jus makes me upset... he always says.. not that it's the end of the world or that we'll never have such moments again.. but it's good to look forward and not dwell in the past... but hey.. i just cant help it.. it's been so long since i guess we really spent a lil time together.. tt's to me of cos.. i guess everyone has their own definition of spending time.. and maybe to sum ppl, that phrase doesnt even exist.. how sad.. i only feel that if u dont spend time, sooner or later u'll drift apart.. how is it possible to improve or sustain sumthing without doing anything abt it at all.. upset that this is such a big problem cos it means that the direction we're heading is different and i guess i just gotta come to terms with it... why why why do we have different views... the worst part is i'm not even asking for a lot.. sigh
life goes on.. i've so much to do yet i cant neglect the emotional side of me.. blogging keeps me sane.. ha!
