Saturday, May 29, 2004 •
on seeing how well my putting up of photos look on my blog.. adding colour and spice.. hehe i started browsing other fren's blog and found the link to a quiz on kershin's blog.. kinda bored so.. took it and here's the results.. haha jus for fun! but i still like my han...
Your are going to marry tom cruise. He is older and
wiser and still is quite charming. Congrats!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!) brought to you by Quizilla
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i met fling today.. (today is friday 28th may! hehe i blogged past midnitee) even though she was *ahem* a lil late.. it was worth the wait! hehe... i'm kinda lazy so here's a summary of what we did... and lemme try add sum photos too! only haf a few in my com cos fling didnt manage to finish sending me all we took.. oh btw, for those who dun visit her blog.. she's a photo freak now.. hehe but i like tt! for memories...
anyway, here goes! hehe.. met her at harbourfront mrt.. after which we made our way to Eusoff Hall.. my beloved hall.. ahaha... wanted to show her my room and kinda like explain the surroundings...etc to show her what her fling living in hall was like... plus i really didnt know where to bring her cos hmm things to see and to walk abt in singapore is quite limited i guess... plus not like she's never been to singapore! haha...
the plan was to visit my hall then go out for dinner.. but lazy us ended up ta bao-ing from fongseng and the duck place there and eating in my room with NUScast accompanying us... lolx.. my room was surprisingly cool when i opened the door.. plus it also started to rain quite heavily.. fling said cos she was there... erm.. hahaha..
this was at harbourfront mrt.. she just started taking out her digicam and saying tt she's an expert at taking photos on her own.. point proven dearie! =)
here's me and shuo with all our food.. we're waiting at the prata shop for her chesse mushroom prata... =)
really enjoyed jus lazing ard.. talking and catching up with her... i hope she enjoyed her evening with muah... hehe.. my sis came to pick us up ard 10pm and drove fling to tampines interchange to take a bus back to hougang.. and of cos me home! yepz and guess what.. fling said we're meant to meet again.. cos..... she wore my beloved watch home!!!! hahaha... nice evening still... meeting qi and geline tmr.. cant wait! and pat's discharged and at home.. wanna visit her asap too.. now i realise there's quite a few stuff that i can do.. not to mention my exercise plans.. hehe.. alritey! ta!
Monday, May 24, 2004 •
first real day at home was spent sleeping and sleeping!!! grrr.. well i guess when ure bored and nothing much to do and need to catch up on ur sleep.. u jus sleep a whole lot.. i wonder if i'll be able to sleep later.. hehe but i really jus kinda slept the whole day, with a lot of tv.. and a little eating.. doesnt sound tt healthy yeah.... no good for my exercise or slimming plans! =(
hmm my day is not planned out cos i've been waiting for my dear to spend time with me.. but what the heck.. i guess even when he came back from tioman he didnt bother abt me.. i can say tt i am rather pissed.. hmm i'm quite surprised. is it jus me getting pissed over nothing or what... come to think of it.. maybe he has been right all along.. dont u jus hate relationships? haha of cos the good is good and sweet.. but c'mon let's face it.. it's not all good and sweet all the time.. i think i'm still too immature to handle such stuff.. i wonder what i should be doing now.. it's really time to get my own life like he is having but i dont know where to start.. hehe.. grr... he really shouldnt be so sweet or accomodating to me cos now after 3 weeks of sweetness, when he falls back into his norm.. i cant take it.. no i cant.. feel unwanted..
had quite a good chat with fling on the fone yesterday.. hehe.. cant wait to meet up with her on friday.. she allocated tt day to me! yay! muacks.. i miss all my other frens guess i'm gonna call them up real soon... hope they havent 4gotten abt me.. then we could go out! hehe... then again hang out la.. cos going out seems to indicated spending of $ and i'm watching my spendings..
not going bangkok anymore.. due to circumstances.. i'm upset cos i really really wanna go on a trip.. but i know there will always be next time.. what's the pt of forcing sumone and urself on a trip and in the end may not enjoy it.. nahz...
alritey.. hope tmr will a better day... =)
Friday, May 21, 2004 •
hmm updates.. what updates.. hehe lazy..
hols have been the same so far.. everyday in hall preparing for orientation.
beginning of next week will be the start of hols for this orientation comm! yay! which means i will have a 3 week break! :)
fling has returned!! dearest hanshuo is back after missing a few flights.. haha sillybilly.. havent spoken to her yet.. but she's gonna call me tonight... she had better not fall asleep again... (she said she'll call last night but she fell asleep due to jet lag)
hmm results... erm.. okie results are out!!! erm it was okie la.. i got my one A.. but a C+ haha.. cap's exact same as last sem.. yeah.. pretty much tt's all...
will blog when i'm more free, bored or perhaps just when there's interesting stuff happening.. :)
Tuesday, May 11, 2004 •
State of Activity: Flag as usual...
State of Mind: Sleepy sleepy cos been having late nights and early mornings.. For example, sleeping at abt 3 plus 4.. and waking up ard 9!! Naps in the afternoon are really good but sumtimes it makes me unable to sleep at night.. so must reconsider before napping. hehe...
Favourite Game at e Moment: Text Twist... Not that i'm chalking up high high scores or anything but kinda addicted to it at the moment.. =)
Han and Dinner: Han went for training today so couldnt have dinner with me... but he did ask Weifeng, a mutual fren whois my neighbour's bf, to get sumthing for me for dinner... Guess what... Crabs!! erm in what kinda sauce or flavouring i dunno cos i havent eaten! and.... Deep Fried Golden Buns... erm i'm not very sure of their real names.. hehehe.. but yea.. Weifeng said keep sum for Han when he delivered dinner at abt 6pm.. hmm.. does tt mean Han will be back in hall tonight? He did say he was going to go home cos my room is unbearable.. Think i'll msg him later..
Living in a Furnace: Speaking of which, my room is seriously unbearable! lolx.. it's like a furnace for sum reasons i dunno what... Ok, here comes the disgusting bit: U can wake up feeling sticky and ur bed will be moist due to erm.. prespiration of cos!!! the air inside the room is really warm... which is why han said he will not stay over again! he cant get to sleep cos it's just simply tooo hot.. as for me, i sleep only when i'm super tired and gotta konk out.. no choice for that!!
Weight Issues: sigh... haha been putting on more and more weight as mentioned in my last post. reason being not exercising of cos... but yet it's not the right time to exercise leh... when i'm perioding i feel so lazy to do anything... esp trying to go for a jog ALONE.. how motivating can that be.. well, but i seriously am gonna fight this "weight issue" so that han will not laugh at me no more.. hmm what else can i do to exercise but not jogging alone.. and i will watch my diet! haha erm.. i wonder how much of this will become a reality.. i must i must... han put his words in a "i'm telling u the truth for your own good" way... maybe that's why the truth hurts when he tells me i've seriously put on weight.. he calls me puipui!!! arggggh!!! the way i see it, i've yeah put on weight.. not slim or fit as b4.. but erm to the extend of calling me pui.. hmm.. should i look at myself in the mirror more often to conclude that.. chubby face and heavier bottom.. am i or am i not... let me be in denial while fighting this... gee.. first time i'm having such "problems" ever since after JC.. after JC i did put on weight also.. considerable but dont know compared to know but no one was there telling me hurting truths.. hehe
Overall: nevertheless, i'm fine... still feel loved and happy... maybe my fling can be an honest judge abt my pui-ness when she touches down in singapore next week!! yay! can't wait... not for the truth of my pui-ness but for her return of cos... silly.. haha
Sunday, May 09, 2004 •
Hmm... Today i went to help my aunt out at some holistic fair at fort canning centre.... I like helping her out i guess cos i like to sit and observe and inhale all the energy stuff... hehe... Makes me feel good... But of cos tired....
Han said it's more and more difficult to talk to me... and he meant it seriously... i'm a lil worried... hmm now i wonder what he's thinking again... but i guess on my part i dunno tired... and hmm maybe moody.. pms.. hehe i think... even though it's just a day of not talking to him only... to me feels like sumthing is wrong... i dont really wanna lose him now... what if he jus decides that a relationship is not what he wants... btw, i told him that when he's bored he can come take a look at my blog and one day he did!! argh! a big mistake... haha he read halfway then he decided not to read liaoz.. the content is really inappropriate hahaha... and now.. sumtimes he quotes what i say abt him to make fun of me!! haha i'm not angry or anything.. i luff at it even but hmmmmm... dunno!
Ok.. real tired.. think i'm gonna stop blogging.. Tmr's mother's day... nothing much planned.. sigh.. I just cant explain... but i love her nevertheless... Mummy, i love yooooouuu...... =)
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 •
Flag Comm for EHOC has started!!!
Hmm been in hall the past two days.. ie. Yesterday and Today. Luckily Han came with me... if not, i'll be super bored when no work! But i guess he'll be going home sum time this week. =( hmm nm! i think i still can find stuff to do i hope...
Been eating soooo much lately. Sat, Sun, Mon, Today.... Dinner was always good!!! Sat was yeek's bbq... Sun my grandma's bday celebration, yesterday we went tiong barhu market.. today we had sushi buffet once again!!! Put on weight again! argh.. gotta work out...
I also went to visit Pat yesterday evening. I'm glad to see her so strong and she seems happy. I think tt's a good way to combat any illness. I have faith she'll pull thru.... Still, i cant help feeling v upset. But i have to think, even she herself is strong and brave enough to face her pain, how can i, sumone who is not experiencing any pain be weaker than she is.... I love her and wish for her to get well soon..
p/s: Fling, Yinqi is called lychee cos tt's the english name i chose for her! lolx...
been having much fun lately... hols mah... wait till i start to get bored and stuff... hahaha... then i'll complain everyday!!! hehe.... moreover, han has been so nice sumtimes i wish he wasnt cos i'd be quite sad if this sweetness stops or drops... haha...
oh dear!!! today is the 4th!!! sweetheart szeyen flew back to syndey aleady!!! argggh! i missed meeting up with her.. just had no time cos had plans already.. cant wait for all my frens to come back to singapore... dolynn, fling.... hehe soon soon... =)
Sunday, May 02, 2004 •
It's been a while after exams and this period has been really quite pleasant. Haven't been blogging though so lemme try to give a brief summary! =)
Thu Apr 22
Other than going shopping as mentioned in the last post, Lychee and i caught 50 First Dates. Simply loved the show!!!!! It's so funny and heartwarming.... *meltz*
Fri Apr 23
Had lunch with sum hall frens. Not particularly my good frens or what but rather han's friends. Minzi, Kirsten, Gillian, Kimliang and Jiaping. After which we caught Kill Bill 2! Although i didnt watch Kill Bill 1, Minzi and Gillian summarised it for me so i did understand the show better... hehe
Sat Apr 24
Went out for dinner with Jiayun, a close fren from hall. Spent the rest of the night in front of Siding's (Another hall fren) computer watching our first diving vcd. ie the vcd was supposed to teach us stuff. think we both were quite bored. hehe didnt manage to finish the diving handbook too...
Sun Apr 25
Started the day early at abt 9am! Gathered in the C3 lounge and we started our open water classroom lessons for diving!!!! After which abt 1pm, we left for mersing, johore! whoa.... long ride... passed the causeway.... customs.... then finally from mersing we took a 4 hr boat ride to pulau dayang!!!! My very first dive site!!! The boat ride was nice actually. Just that time passed really slowly. I was quite pissed with han cos u know how he likes to leave me alone for watever reasons.. hehe (maybe like to spend time on his own, with his frens, or simply maybe to let me interact with other ppl and be more independant). But eventually when he did "acknowledge" me, hahaha we sat right in front of the boat like erm i dunno how to explain.... the head of the boat and it was a lovely moment.... can see all the stars and all..... romantic... lolx.... by the time we reached pulau dayang, it was already 10pm!!!! spent one whole day travelling!!!
Mon Apr 26 - Wed Apr 28
We started our open water confined dive lessons on monday. Boy was it tiring. and me being a not so strong swimmer or not really a water/sea person had much difficulty. i kept surfacing and at one pt of time, i was soooo miserable that i really wanted to give up and forfeit the $ i had paid cos i was really paranoid and afraid. But Teckhong aka Maria, the lovely divemaster, told me to calm down and......etc eventually i survived one day! phew! silly han was still nowhere to be found by my side. Since he was on the advanced diving course and of cos he just simply left me alone.... until at night when i really couldnt take all the pressure and paranoia from not being abt to dive properly, i had to talk to him and least he did make me feel better by telling me stuff but it was really technical stuff abt diving....
The next day, tue, was much better we went for three open water dives! where we had tests for what we learnt the first day. practically all the skills we needed were taught the day b4. After clearing the tests, we could explore the other parts of the sea.... Simply lovely... the few things i saw included parrotfish, pufferfish, cuttlefish, seacucumber, monkey whip....etc! Once i got the hang of staying calm in the water, i began to enjoy myself more.... but my buoyancy control still wasnt good.. Least it was a more fun day! hehe... in the evening after the 3rd dive, we all had a bit of time to rest and relax... sum of us played frisbeee sum played beach volleyball... but han and i just sat in the sea... the shallow shore part. he found a school of fish. Baby fishes i think... damn cute... they kept swimming and changing directions to kinda like go against the wave. i really cant put this into words but the fish were vvvvvvvv cute!!! and when they come near u, they "nibble" u.... sumtimes they even send a small electric wave... but they are really v cute... hehehe =) i really enjoyed the fishes' and han's company tt evening.. hehe
Wed the last dive in the morning before departing for mersing then singapore! we went down to a record of 18.8m, the deepest dive i had in the past few days. reached back hall at abt 9 plus. had a post exam bash at zouk organised by my hall's ehoc. was supposed to go but not feeling tt well... not because of the diving but i had sum gastric problems or sumthing.. han stayed over cos he has no room in hall for the hols!!! did i mention tt his stuff are in my room!!! hahaha now my room is super packed!!! but i kinda like it tt way...
Thu Apr 29
Went homeeeeeee!!!
Fri Apr 30
Woke up for breakfast at siglap's killiney kopitiam with han. Caught "Prince and Me" in the evening. The rest of the time was spend lazing ard at his place. We also had our end of the mth progress report talk. Settled a lot of stuff... Feel better now... hehe I really have this warm fuzzy feeling inside..... lolx
Sat May 1
Caught Saturday Night Fever with Han..... haha... been spending soooo much time with him... well this is before i get busy and he gets busy.... After with i went to Yeek's house warming party... bbq!! didnt know much ppl there but least i made accquantainces.. and of cos there was my beloved Lychee!!!! =) took many silly photos with her.. it was my highlight of the night tooo..... heard sum bad news abt my dearest fren pat tooo... sigh... life really is so unpredictable.... i really want her to get well...
Well tt's a reall summary for these few days... hey i took effort to blog!!!! muahahahaha..... wish i could upload photos too... but nahz.. lazy!! maybe soon!!!!
