Thursday, November 20, 2003 •
argggh!!! haiz.. 2 more papers to go... anyway i did it again! argh!!! haha i msged him...... sigh why why did i do tt!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 18, 2003 •
exams exams exams.... i just wished i started studying earlier... well but only can do my best now and wish for the best... :) haiz........
Monday, November 10, 2003 •
hmm it's been so long i bet no one comes here anymore.. but if i really do get determined to write again maybe i'll send a msg to everyone to tell them that my blog is alive! hahaha....
hmm first, to lance: ur sister is in eusoff?? whois she?? hmm does she run? hehe curious!
anyway okok enuff for that...
many things have changed since my last dated blog.. in fact so much tt i jus cant update.. so i guess now blogger will be a place i may jus blabber abt silly thoughts... yepz yepz.. soon to come.. hehe
lately, i'm feeling restless.. cant study cant anything.. haha only wanna play which i know should totally not be true! but sigh....... nothing makes me feel worse than emotions... i hate it! then sitting here in front of my computer in my room at HOME, i haf a good view of the makeover picture i took with my mum and it jus makes me happier... why? cos in the picture i seemed so happy... looked like sumone in bliss... so i guess when i look at it.. i am telling myself tt i can be that happy... so lemme be! i know that there's more to life than jus having a boyfren or such relationships... i know i aint tt shallow... but why issit such tt such relationship stuff bug me the most!!!! argggh i hate it.. hate myself... haha sigh.. i guess with time, and i really hope that with time.. i'll be a changed person... :) i need to focus on the little things in life! i wanna get out of this rut i'm stuck in............