Sunday, May 11, 2003 •
xmen2 was nice.. although half the time i didnt know what i was watching cos i totally 4got abt xmen hehe, the sequel was nice enuff. esp when i dun like to watch such action...etc shows actually.. hehe.. i like mystique!!
anyway my company was a weird one today. as in the person i went to watch the show with! quite surprising to hear from tony but i guess he was jus really bored and didnt know who else to call so just trying his luck with whoever was in his phone book. as for me, i guess i was bored too and jus didnt mind going out with other ppl. =) was quite lovely la.. as in not so awkward and rather comfortable.. he look so cute like a small little boy with his recruit hair hehe.. jus realised tt i'm not the only one with a small head!! oops.. no offence if u ever see this tony.. hehe but i dont think so la.. i haf a small head and i'm proud of it.. it's cute! lolx...
tt was for the evening and cos the show ended at 12mn we had to take NR home! but the bus ride was short! so no complains! least didnt haf to take a cab.. hehe anyway in the morning went to the gym with qi and ms! totally fun! as in so long didnt work out and the gym was quite empty so quite fun lor... not so conscious.. didnt care if we looked silly or sumthing hehe then i wanted to swim but realised didnt bring goggles so only could soak in the pool... geez... safra resort is like the place i wanna go for the next few weeks.. might as well jus make full use of the membership until it expires! which is soon... 2004.. hehe...
Thursday, May 08, 2003 •
aiyoh i dunno why i jus keep adding things.. maybe cos no one to talk to at such wee hours.. jus read kershin's blog.. geez... i really miss training and erm being fit. even though it was really tough and always slack but felt quite good after tt lor.. u feel so accomplished at the end of the day and so happy for her tt she's still training.. like it's her life and her passion! read sumwhere in her entry tt she knows what u wants also hope it's not too late to achieve it... and hey hey so good hor... cos i still dunno what i want!! haiz..... i'm jus too lazy and lousy for anything la.. am i jus being negative? i think so.. cos sumthing i think, i can't be tt bad rite? but then again... hmm i dunno.. hehe dunch care la... sigh.. what to do.. i'm jus me.. and me is lorraine.. well what i mean is... unless there's really a BEEEG BEEEG problem with me, i dont see how and why i should try to modify myself.. like the way i am although it may not be the best. we all haf our faults ritE? err... yeah.. am i blabbering nonsense... ZZZzzZzzZ! hehe nights.. ciao! finally...
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t'was a lovely wednesday! i had a smile on the whole day, enjoying my job and the aircon.. -*grinz*- taking my time to speak to the patients... and trying to be as patient with them as possible..... finally it was the end of the day and i rushed to the pantry to get changed and to take my stuff... after which i rushed out of the pantry to rush out of the hospital to rush for a bus to meet my bro.. feeling happy still.. (maybe cos there's no work till monday... lolx) i digged into my bag to look for my bunch of keys while on the mrt after my busride to the bugis mrt... lo and behold! my keys were missing for the 2nd time in the past few weeks!!! argh... now tt really spoiled my day! grrrr.... hehe
not to mention tt when i reached paya lebar mrt station, the roads ard it were under contruction tt i lost my way to the bus stop!!! it wasn't raining anymore but hey! the ground still had many puddles of water!!! i felt totally horrible.. such a lovely day was turning real bad! sigh... anyway i really really hope sum kind soul keep my keys for me... they signify my freedom and my erm... independance esp my house keys! hehe.. cos without it, i cant go home late without being nagged at!!! erm.. okie.. i'm exaggerating and crapping but well.. it's bad enuff.. hope i track down where my keys haf landed by tmr! erm tmr actually means today! haha cos it's already almost 2am on thurs morn... -*yawn*-
Monday, May 05, 2003 •
*yawn* tired... haiz.. tiring day but i enjoy being busy for the day i guess... hehe then why am i blogging? sumtimes blogging cant actual help me express myself cos my command of the english language is rather shallow... hmm but then again i cant express anything else in other forms like speaking eng? nahz... mandarin? nahz.... so how? then how? no one will ever be able to understand how another person really feels i guess... even if it's near it's only empathy i mean one human brain is already so complex.. how can 2 ever be the same.. not to say the heart..
images and thoughts kept flashing through my mind at work and i totally couldnt concentrate when there were sooo many ppl waiting for me to talk to them! then said a lot of wrong things and phrases esp when the customers were erm.. chinese speaking! haha show how lousy my command of chinese is also! okie.. so i am not good at languages.. then what in the world am i good at cos i dont find myself better at the sciences too!
hrm.. haf u ever felt tt when u do sumthing good... how can ppl treat u badly as in shouldnt u be treated well also? well maybe havent done enuff good deeds... then why tt doesnt seem to happen to other ppl... oh well.. time to do more favours and more good deeds.. not jus in hope of ppl returning the favour one day but also becos i love helping ppl or making them happy... it's jus a joy isnt it... and u just feel good abt urself! more lighthearted too! ;) uh... of cos we cant keep telling ourselves tt we did good things so we are nice ppl la.. tt really becomes so fake hor! budden sumtimes dont jus just feel tired of being nice.. uh not tt i am totally nice cos i'm mean many times! lolx... but aiyah i duno i dunno.. dunno dunno dunno... hehe
Sunday, May 04, 2003 •
is my life a rollercoaster? hmm dont know why.. dont know why things are the way they are.. it's so horrible know! to leave things hanging in the middle of nowhere!!!!! i really hate tt!!!!! but what can i do? there are so many things i'm so unhappy with also.... and when will all these be better.. argh.. dunno dunno haha... i'm going crazy? i also dunno!!!! anyway 3 day work 3 day off contingency plan starting tmr!!! die hehe need to wake up early!!! okok hope for the best and no matter what i hope tmr will be a better day!
Saturday, May 03, 2003 •
oops hehe u know i jus relised tt pic of the orgasm cocktail is sooooo big!? haha then why is krit's picture of her cocktail so small?! :( yepz.. hi krit! hehe just saw ur tag! yepz.. nice to read up when bored or jus to enter in silly comments.. u haf fun too girl.. hehe okok gotta sleep now.. ciao!
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haha am i bored or what? addicted to these quizzes.. i cant believe this drink is me.. uh i think i can believe most of it cept the sex part? lolx.. maybe in the future ba! *grinz* sigh... tmr gotta pass my locker key to my locker partner.. what am i going to do from 9am to 330pm? should i go home?
know what... i miss sumone.. not tt i only mention it now but he's always at the back of my mind sumhow.. like wishing or jus thinkin tt he's always there for me and tt he's missing me too.. sucks. as in i jus cant help it and there's no harm thinking tt way jus tt it's all in my mind only.. when when will i break out of this.. but then again like i want to even though i know i should!
excited! going to work out with qi at safra gym soon! hehe... and planned to work out with angeline.. so hoping to tone sum muscles up! lolx... if everything goes as planned.. good! if not... blah! haha.. dunch care la... still love icecream anyway...
got this quote from krit's blog.. er krit is my jc classmate.. hehe recently i found out yanling's blog then got to see krit, lance, weelee and lynette's blogs.. kewl. as in erm.. honestly not v close to them but it's jus nice to read up and catch up and keep in touch? u learn and enrich ur erm... soul? jus feels good la.. =) anyway here goes:
"do you believe in love at first sight or must i walk pass you again?"
oh yeah! and i found another quote i took down in my hp! err actually i have 2 more! this is a proposal thingy..
"i guarantee tt there will be tuff times and i guarantee tt at sum pt either one or both of us would wan to get out but i also guarantee that if i dont ask u this question, i'll regret for the rest of my life... will you marry me?" awwwww... super sweet rite!!! sigh..... hehe
and the last quote is...
"work like u dont need the money, love like u've never been hurt and dance like nobody's watching..." well if only i could slow dance with my prince charming... *dreams*
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Friday, May 02, 2003 •
oh yeah! jus to add on i jus realised i didnt blog abt it... argh!!! haiz..
anyway fling's leaving to US to study... sigh..... i'm really quite sad abt it leh... when i think and realise tt she'll be so far away.. i jus tear..... she wont be there to talk to me all the time or to listen to my nonsense... although i dont see her all the time.. but to know tt she's far far away... sigh... i wish she never had to go.. honest! why why why... anyway just hope tt's she's happy when she's there and tt she thinks of me often enuff.. hehe well i decided what i wanted to give her as a "parting" present but shhhh cannot say here cos wait she comes and peek at my blog.. hehe hope she likes it... =) i'll miss her....
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just browsed through yanling's blog and i like reading her entries... hehe dunno why... is tt a compliment? of cos yes!! hehe... oops but yeah i havent visited my other friend's blogs in a while.. hehe sorry sorry!!!!! i'll update all ur blogs soon... hehe u know tt lorraine likes to laze mah... lolx.. anyway took this test which was linked from her blog too.. and it says here tt i like to sleeep!!! err is tt true??? erm i think so.. lolx.. alritey. i better be turning in soon cos haf work tmr, which is actually later! sianz... lolx but then again if not i'd be bored! okok la... may it be a happy day!
er yuh and my good fren zibin hor.. cannot show me this test result(below) so he ask me to paste this on my blog so tt i can take a peek at his... hehehe lolx.. here goes! u guys enjoy ah.. anyone who wants to get to know this nice gentleman here jus feel free to msg me.... *cheeky grinz*
Thursday, May 01, 2003 •
well i think i had better blog b4 i check my mail and everything else if not i would never get down to blogging! hehe well the past few days have been great! not work but hmm yesterday i met up with qi pat and ms!! so fun! hehe jus sat at siglap and chat and chat and luff and luff... so happy.. so long didnt see them liaoz and it's jus great to sit down with coffee, icecream...etc to hmm catch up! yepz.. took pictures two by two so will add them into my blog once i upload them i hope.. hehe =)
then today i met angeline, zibin, yanxian and tunquan.. lolx.. a bit of a funny combination but was alright i guesss... soooo long didnt see angeline liaoz.. haha oops i jus told a lie.. actually i jus saw her last week but jus feels tt we havent been seeing each other much and although she has other close frens i love to spend time with her! jus hope she doesnt find me a bore... geez... hehe... i hope when i go get my 3 days off after 3 days of work each time she and i really work out at her house gym and maybe go swim at the pool.. hehe fun ey! think must jog too cos i'm super super unfit!!! silly yx must always comment on my "size" as in got put on weight or what each time he sees me.. haha well he's frank i guess but not sumthing tt women would like to hear!!!! although wt also did say got put on a little but in the end he will know how to talk his way out of it and make me feel better.. even if certain things told are lies... hehe i guess they are white lies?? hehehe...
i really had better blog more i feel so out of shape in blogging too.. haha as in i think it's also jus nice to note down what u do everyday jus like a diary.. maybe not everyday but jus events tt u rem.. or the most bo liaoz things... hehe.. any thoughts ideas or comments.. maybe just goes to show tt i'm boring old me everyday so nothing changing.. hehe YET... okie.. take care guys! ciao! *smiles*
