Sunday, March 23, 2003 •
hiya ppl! been a long time!!!!!! woah.. hehe i think i took a long break from writing and thinking cos life now is rather routine! wake up early to go work... then afterwork either hang out with frens or go home to watch tv... hehe most of the time i rather go home cos i'm sooo tired after work! bad huh! hehe what to do cos i'm such a lazy pig! *grinz* and btw, it's 2am in the morning! and i should be in bed having my beauty sleep... lolx!
on the whole life's fine.. getting along alright... work's not tt great but i dont dread it only tt i am quite fed up with sum patients cos.. sigh.. haha dunno la but in front of them i jus 'yes yes yes' to please them cos it's customer service i guess.. cant flare up or anything rite.. hehe quite glad i still can keep my smile on at work and to admit humbly tt things are my mistake sumtimes even though i know it's not. it's really a money world out here esp with the bad times... i hate money.. honestly i think it's a love hate relationship! u love it cos u need it.. not tt having lotsa money can buy u everything but without it at all u're honestly really nothing much! maybe best is to haf just enough of it... then again to many ppl, there is never enuff money! lolx.. sigh... then again i hate it cos it makes things and ppl turn bad, ugly and nasty! argh!!!!!! humans..... hehe which of cos includes me..
friendship and relationship wise..... hm things are interesting and i do love spending more time with my frens. i do haf many different groups of frens but i enjoy all of their company! be it whether we go out, chat online, talk on the phone, communicate through emails...etc. but not so much time for all of these as hard as we try cos all of us are working if not in the army or stuff... i do feel tt i'm growing old but i do also look forward to going to university which ever course i make it to... =) hmm then in terms of relationships btw a man and a lady.. erm was getting along fine with my life but things took an unexpected or should i say expected turn again... if u're confused abt what i am saying then nm. but if u've been with me quite long and u know what i'm talking abt then yepz.. hehe sumthing like ppl realise what u mean to them....etc only after u are gone.. how.. i'm really quite confused and stuff... i know i still do care but what is the right thing i should do.. hmm consider emotions? logic? i really dont wanna think and jus let things go on their own.. i dont even know what i want! well, whatever happens in the end i hope be it a good or bad i wont regret it cos it's gonna be a decision i make.. if i intepret things correctly. i just know tt i want and need to be loved if i'm in any kinda relationship. and not to be hurt again and again.. it's totally a horrible feeling.. yepz.. meanwhile, relationships arent on my first priority so they can take a back seat. i need to focus on friendship and studying... tt's really what i should be doing at my age now i guess... =)
miss blogging but i'm really quite tired to type any longer! have quite a few comments actually but i cut everything shorter! do keep ur "shoutouts" and tags coming in cos i am still reading all u guys lovely, encouraging, lame, funny, logical...etc comments... hehe love u all! night!
Friday, March 07, 2003 •
i just took the "which care bear are you?" quiz! hehe.. and turns out tt i'm.... *drumroll* the tenderheart bear! hmm.. dunno whether it's good or not.. but i guess everyone has their good and bad sides rite? btw, they also said i could have been the bedtime bear, birthday bear, cheer bear, friend bear, funshine bear, good luck bear, grumpy bear and the love-a-lot bear! lolx.. i wonder how many carebears are there! cute rite! hehe...
 | Tenderheart Bear
You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out. |
|
